Vanessa Rondon: April 2009

16.4.09

April 15, 2009

When things seem so perfect i get scared; it's a natural reaction in me. When things seem to be running smoothly everything is turning out great something always happens and fucks it up. I'm blessed with a lot. I consider my self to be a very lucky person but at times i feel as if my life is always up to the test. It feels as if the universe always wants to know if I'm capable of dealing with yet another situation that seems so out of my control. I was always a very optimistic person and I hope to always be but the more things of the sort keep on happening I feel consumed by the gravity of the problem that it gets harder and harder to breath less see a way through it.

I step outside and the sun is shinning and the wind hits my face; it's hard not to smile even if my life is falling apart behind me.

12.4.09

Weekend Alone.

I spent the weekend by my self and it was lovely. I started it off by working on saturday. Work was work but afterwards i meet up with a classmate to work on a project. She's amazing on many different levels. Today i rose from the dead at noon and walked my roomates dog, then proceeded to make my self breakfast. Once i finished my breakfast i sepreated my dirty laundry and walked over to the laundry matt and washed my clothes. For lunch i made mt self a yummy treat. I sauted some onions with olive oil salt and oregano laid them on a oven plate and place 2 pieces of chicken on top of the onions. I had some asperaguous so i placed those over the chicken and the onions. I covered the plate with aluminum foil and cooked it in the oven for about 30-45 mins. That was my lunch.

It's nice to spend time with your self.